- Oct 30, 2015
hospen said:The emotions in these cases confuse me/make me uncomfortable.
I don't know what happened when I was young, something must have happened for sure since this is not normal and most likely a psychological trauma. But strong emotions like love, attraction, etc make me cringe and highly uncomfrtable
Now before any of you start raging saying I'm a fraud, know that said females were always 3 to 5/10, 1 occassion that gave me hard IOI's was a 6.5 but we never came close as I also became really ugly at that time period. so they were like 3-4 occassions, so just lol at that. Maybe it's just the fact that I wasn't attracted to them and I cringed at the idea kissing them? Not sure. Maybe if it was a hot girl it would be different. But now that I think of it, there was another girl in the 6 range that apparently was attracted to me (learned it through a mutual acquintaince) and when she started flirting I begun sperging. When women flirt with me I feel very weird, like they emasculate me or something
I need a psychoanalysis
Holy shit, You created attraction?.. tell me your secret!