Sister "reached out" to me yesterday. It felt phony

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My sister was having a phone conversation with my dad upstairs. He was probably bitching about me having stayed home unemployed for nearly 3 1/2 months now (since April 1st). Can't believe it's already been that long. The time flies by like crazy. The days blur into each other. I don't think I've left my house in over a month (June 8th early AM, which was also the last time I got laid). I overheard him say "months" with emphasis. So he was probably talking about my sloth.

Then he informs me that my sister wants to talk to me on the phone. My sister asks me what I'm doing. I say "ehh". (Note: for the newbies who aren't familiar by now, I do not like my sister). Then she's asking me how I'm feeling. "ehh" She asks, "not good?"

And then she's asking me again if I looked into that IT program (it's a specialist in a particular field of IT) she told me about 3 months ago (she wanted me to take summer courses and I didn't enroll). She says that I could get a job that allows me to work from home a couple days out of the week if I worked in a specialist IT role, etc. I wasn't enthusiastic over the phone with her (I don't plan on workcelling ever again. I've come to peace with the possibility that it may be time to visit Gandy 10 years or less from now. When the money runs out) She asked me if I contacted the psychiatrists/psychologists she emailed me. I told her I never got the contact info from her (this is the truth. She did forget to send it to me months ago and I never bothered to follow up). She was surprised that I never got it, so she re-sent it.

There are two psychologists who deal with depression who have a background in autism. But they live in a suburb 25+ miles/40+ km away (30+ min drive). The ones who deal with depression in my suburb don't have an autism background. These days between the NEETdom and depression, I am very lazy. And don't like the idea of wasting an hour+ of my time minimum driving for 50 minutes of therapy. But they have the autism background and if I book an appointment after/before peak traffic periods, it will take just the hour round-trip and not more. During Toronto rush hour traffic, that trip could take an hour each way or more maybe.

And I'm not willing to go through with this unless my dad is willing to pay for my therapy and meds. I'm skeptical and think that this will be a waste of my time. But it'll be even worse if I'm wasting the $458/week I get in welfare on drugs that at best won't work or at worst could give me bad side effects.

My sister sounded condescending on the phone. I don't think she actually gives a fuck about my mental health. It's been nearly 3 1/2 months of NEETdom and 5 1/2 months since we talked about my depression (post-office meltdown). And never once did she bother to ask how I was since then until now. When she does call me, it's when she wants to bitch about what's going on with her at work. Or talking about interior design and furniture. She asked me if I want to talk about and I can talk to her at any time. But I know that if I start talking to her about what's on my mind, she's going to derail the conversation and start talking about herself. Or she's going to change the subject if I go on a rant. Like I have before with her months ago when I was still workcelling. This is why I gave up talking to her.
 

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Thanks for the update Franco. I always enjoy your life stories. Ignore the haters. They are just jealous of your mcflurry game.
 

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She's looking into programs to improve your life and get you help for your autism, yea that shows she's really phony  :rolleyes:
 
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Alien are you still writing your manifesto? Can you link me  your youtube channel so I can learn mcflurry game?
 
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Yogapants said:
She's looking into programs to improve your life and get you help for your autism, yea that shows she's really phony  :rolleyes:
This lol

Its so damn funny and then pathetic how Incels/aspies try to attack and downplay everyone that tries to help them. All while ignoring studies and life experience.

I see exactly why all of you will die miserable and alone :lol:
 

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People only care about depressed girls honestly
If you are guy and depressed you are literally worse then Hitler as society is concerned.
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Yogapants said:
She's looking into programs to improve your life and get you help for your autism, yea that shows she's really phony  :rolleyes:

Improving your life=being a slave and making someone else richer 
lol
 

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FuckThis said:
People only care about depressed girls honestly
If you are guy and depressed you are literally worse then Hitler as society is concerned.
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Yogapants said:
She's looking into programs to improve your life and get you help for your autism, yea that shows she's really phony  :rolleyes:

Improving your life=being a slave and making someone else richer 
lol
Not if you have your own business :p
I'm happy working and my boss is great to me...my brothers have good jobs and don't think of working that way
To each their own
 

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Yogapants said:
FuckThis said:
People only care about depressed girls honestly
If you are guy and depressed you are literally worse then Hitler as society is concerned.
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Yogapants said:
She's looking into programs to improve your life and get you help for your autism, yea that shows she's really phony  :rolleyes:

Improving your life=being a slave and making someone else richer 
lol
Not if you have your own business :p
I'm happy working and my boss is great to me...my brothers have good jobs and don't think of working that way
To each their own
Oh so daddys little girl got everything handed to her, and now she is giving "helpful advice" to a bunch of depressed male incels, how noble
 

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FuckThis said:
Yogapants said:
FuckThis said:
People only care about depressed girls honestly
If you are guy and depressed you are literally worse then Hitler as society is concerned.
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Improving your life=being a slave and making someone else richer 
lol
Not if you have your own business :p
I'm happy working and my boss is great to me...my brothers have good jobs and don't think of working that way
To each their own
Oh so daddys little girl got everything handed to her, and now she is giving "helpful advice" to a bunch of depressed male incels, how noble
Pretty much ;)
 

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Yogapants said:
Not if you have your own business :p
I'm happy working and my boss is great to me...my brothers have good jobs and don't think of working that way
To each their own
The vast majority of people who say they love their job are full of shit.

Running my own business is something I could do provided that I enjoy the nature of the work. Anything customer service related (which is most jobs in the west these days) is a non-starter because I hate people.

I'm going to be releasing work on Amazon once my EI period is up in January. So you could say that I'm a freelancer. But the law of averages suggest my ebooks won't sell much. But at this point, I really don't give a shit. So as long as my work is out there before I die. It would be a waste for me to just kill myself without spreading awareness of the macro level societal issues that led to my suicide and the suicide of many other men of my generation and even more following my generation.

When male suicide becomes an epidemic in the near future and hikikomori/shut-ins/grass eaters become an epidemic in the west, I want my book to serve as Ground 0.

Male suicide rates peak in the 40-54 range at the moment. I suspect that when my generation hits 40 or even before then, this is when it's going to reach epidemic levels. And then you're going to start seeing youngcels killing themselves at earlier ages in epidemic levels. I'm eager to see the results of the 2016 Census when it comes out to see if male suicide rates have spiked since 2011.

When the parents of all these NEET youngcels on this forum get sick of them and kick them out or when their parents die, they will have to face their mortality too if they don't work. It's not like Sacrificial Lamb and Brian Peppers' generation where you can live off the government for life. They are cracking down on welfare for people in the west.
 

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alien said:
Yogapants said:
Not if you have your own business :p
I'm happy working and my boss is great to me...my brothers have good jobs and don't think of working that way
To each their own
The vast majority of people who say they love their job are full of shit.

Running my own business is something I could do provided that I enjoy the nature of the work. Anything customer service related (which is most jobs in the west these days) is a non-starter because I hate people.

I'm going to be releasing work on Amazon once my EI period is up in January. So you could say that I'm a freelancer. But the law of averages suggest my ebooks won't sell much. But at this point, I really don't give a shit. So as long as my work is out there before I die. It would be a waste for me to just kill myself without spreading awareness of the macro level societal issues that led to my suicide and the suicide of many other men of my generation and even more following my generation.

When male suicide becomes an epidemic in the near future and hikikomori/shut-ins/grass eaters become an epidemic in the west, I want my book to serve as Ground 0.

Male suicide rates peak in the 40-54 range at the moment. I suspect that when my generation hits 40 or even before then, this is when it's going to reach epidemic levels. And then you're going to start seeing youngcels killing themselves at earlier ages in epidemic levels. I'm eager to see the results of the 2016 Census when it comes out to see if male suicide rates have spiked since 2011.
Never gonna happen
 

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alien said:
Yogapants said:
Not if you have your own business :p
I'm happy working and my boss is great to me...my brothers have good jobs and don't think of working that way
To each their own
The vast majority of people who say they love their job are full of shit.
Never said I love my job  :lol:
Just that I'd rather be working and getting moneys than sitting around doing nothing. That drives me crazy.
 

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Bojack said:
Never gonna happen
Do you feel that men in the west are content with their slavery and are too high-inhibition to visit Gandy?

I am one of the most likely members on this forum to visit Gandy. It's scary to think about. But when my life is devoid of joy, why worry about being able to support myself financially for life? Why not let it end in my late 30s/early 40s? Life is pretty much over by then anyway.

I want to try therapy and psychiatric meds out of hope that the feeling of numbness , anhedonia (lack of pleasure/interest in mostly everything) and lack of motivation and energy will go away. And I'll have some incentive to actually prolong my life. But right now I don't see the point to prolong my life if it means having to cuck myself again.
 

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Does your 458 autism bux end in January? If you can get permanent autism bucks, ever thought of NEETing off to some cheaper country to live better off it?
 

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tbh i didnt read but I get same feeling from my sister, i want to tell her as shes probably only one that can help me get over my minorish depression/problem but she is lazy and I doubt she will put in the effort.  ( she is also an extreme normie girl )
 
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