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Mr.NoseyNose

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we have one soul

one word

one desire
MY BRETHREN
EVOLVE
BREAK THE CHAINS OF SUB-HUMANITY

CLIMB FROM THE BOTTOM OF SOCIETY


TAKE WHATS  O U R S
                       


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i was a fat loser , i had the T levels of a dead man, but slowly, devoting my soul to
GANDY,  i healed , i changed , i chewed. i workcelled. i GYMCELLED.
( this all happened my bodymax and confidence max, and rpk surgery)
now.   i feel like its almost over.   i am 24 yo in may ,   even ONE YEAR difference would matter the WO R L D to me. WOULD KILL FOR 2.
but i was alone
i was scared
i didnt had a clue
i didn't have a G U I D E , i was child in a man body.
i got redpilled a it after 20                                                ( IT WAS ALREADY OVER, deep inside, i know.)
Now i am in a foreign country. Away from my home.
Alone for christmas.  No friends. No girls. Just lonely void.
Workcelling to save money, just to break my facial bones.
( 1500 euro x month no expenses to pay tho)
but let me tell you what happened
not too long ago

JOKE OF THE GODS. TRUTH TO BE TOLD.
SOME TIME AGO , I MANAGED TO KISS A PURE WHITE GODDESS. OUTTA NOTWHERE
( SHE WAS 17, i was 22), LUCKY STRIKE ? RIGHT IN TIME ? MIRACLE TIME !
SHE LOVED ME , FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE ,  I HAD HER LOVE , THE BEST TO POSSESS !
i kneel on the ground, after our first kiss ,
 when she went to sleep ,
 look at the moon and said                                                                                                       ( TRUE STORY )
'' please dear god , help me make it right. Please, don't let me down , at least not this time''
the drugs in my brain managed to heal my depression in one shot. i had her.
i felt her, she was looking me deep in my eyes
'you are so brave, and kind ! Please kiss me tonight'
She was a prude,gem of a girl, hold her and never let her go ,  BRO ! ( fuark.)

but OH ! i still remember her sweet lips, under the starry night !
Her curvy waist pushing into mine !                                       ( curves,not fat. best body i ever seen IRL)
Where hope reborn, and the man grew strong.
But all was short n'quick. Just like a dream.
After some weeks
She had to go back to her town , far far away.
for Months she wrote me
'i dream of you tonight!, making a tear , popping out of my eye.
is this bliss ? is this J O Y ? what is this ? i DON'T KNOW
i never said to her, but i still dream her now.
calling , chatting , waiting to see each other again !
i would have walked tens of kilometers for her !!!!

But after 6 months or so. she got back with her ex
( wich i amog so much is not EVEN FUNNY christ.

so this is the story
of a man who almost got love.
well fuck 
HOLD ME BOYOS




TL DR
INCEL fight back , partially ascends, get surgery
get a lucky shot with a 17 old 7/5-8  WHITE GODDESS when he is 22  ( last shot for INNOCENT LOVE)
we are together, i am BLESSED

after a while she goes back to her hometown in france.
after months and months she goes back with her FUGLY SUBHUMAN ex.
now i am here after one year, saving money and occasionally pumping and dumping some slut, to get my surgeries done and enter college.
Hold me. Brothers.
First and last time. My brain will feel 'love'.
honestly i say.
i wish i never met her.

story of a boyo , who almost made it.
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post scriptum
every fucking day i want to slit my throat open.
THE ONLY REASON i don't do it, is because i have a 18 years old italian white marginally primitive
 virgin girl also nice as fuck that its interested in me ( we already made out)
( NEW HOPE ? i will see her in february

another one.
i went in ireland to SMASH a nice blue eyed bitch ( 6) . we fucked for 4 days straight. believe me guys. in my mind i had only the other girl.
My soul will NEVER heal. you cannot TOUCH paradise and don't get crazy.
 

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my whole face improved also because in the right photo i was seriously shredded , and clenched like a motherfucker.
I had lasik surgery for strong myopia ( bottle lens eyeglasses son !)

my next shot is going to be hair transplant , going to book everything pretty soon.  after i get that done i will organize a brainstorm session so we can see what i can get next
 
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not sad at all compared to the average incel here, who never knew a female's touch or a non-repulsed look on their faces
 

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Incelus Maximus said:
not sad at all compared to the average incel here, who never knew a female's touch or a non-repulsed look on their faces
TO HAD AND LOSE.... ITS WORSE YHAN NEVER HAVING B O Y O
 
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Mr.NoseyNose said:
Incelus Maximus said:
not sad at all compared to the average incel here, who never knew a female's touch or a non-repulsed look on their faces
TO HAD AND LOSE.... ITS WORSE YHAN NEVER HAVING B O Y O
Literally every psychologist/psychiatrist or anyone with basic knowledge of human's emotional needs necessary for healthy mental development disagree with you.

Somehow I trust them more.
 

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Incelus Maximus said:
Mr.NoseyNose said:
TO HAD AND LOSE.... ITS WORSE YHAN NEVER HAVING B O Y O
Literally every psychologist/psychiatrist or anyone with basic knowledge of human's emotional needs necessary for healthy mental development disagree with you.

Somehow I trust them more.
i am a special snowflake and she was my HQNP PRINCESS
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jihadicel said:
PinVistheonlyIoi
legit.
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DeformedChest said:
you dont know what pain is gtfo
get REKT BOYO my every waking moment is a TORMENT
 
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