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jeebusreekris

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Fuck this shit.

This is not going to happen ever again.

Its  NoFap time forever.

When the girl is gone I will start over new.

No fucking Internet, Porn or Masturbation ever again.

Fuck this shit. This was the wake up call for me.
 

allindaeyes

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I am extremely down atm this week. Idk why but hopefully it will pick up, past few days I dont even have will to masturbate though I can if I want to. So I stopped for a day or two and honestly there is no change, something must have happened to my t levels or some shit ( I also generally feel depressed but thats another thing )
 

alien

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I don't know if porn is really the culprit here. I jack off to BBC gang-banging white women ffs. And while I had ED problems with my ex at first, I was able to get hard with my ex rather easily the more that I got comfortable with her.

I think the issue is mostly psychological for guys like us. If you're on a website like sluthate, that should tell you everything that you need to know. We have psychological hang-ups when it comes to women. 

I don't think I can get over this issue unless I'm in a loving, trusting, long-term relationship. Yeah that sounds cheesy. But I'm probably a validationcel, lovecel or something. With escorts, my erection quality isn't great either but there was one escort who thought I was cute and treated me like she was my girlfriend. I've had "girlfriend experience" before with other escorts. But I tend to make escorts feel uncomfortable with my autism and ED issues. This escort however made me feel comfortable and relaxed. Maybe she's studying to be a therapist for autistic adolescents/children or something. Because the way she handled my autism was expert-level compared to other prostitutes. And there was this other escort (older woman) who thought i was cute. And as I repeated with her, I got more comfortable. She gave great blowjobs.

My erection quality was the best with my ex by far. And it was the most satisfying sex. With escorts, it has to be GFE or bust. She had to pretend to be my girlfriend. That's the only way I really enjoy it. When I get the sense that she just sees me as an autistic subhuman who is paying her $200+/hour for sex, it is a turn-off. Even when an escort is friendly to me, it's still not the same unless it's a really convincing GFE.
 
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