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my soul yearns for the transcendent


Mar 23, 2016
something beyond this dreary sphere.. the materialistic world does not satisfy, the deep dark pit of despair i have slowly but surely descended into has me seeking the light which is missing.. the light which i am otherwise hidden from.

however my truth seeking is in vain, i end up digging myself further as the nihilistic reality stares back at me with its dead and unmoving  gaze.. the knowledge of the universe is nothing but a burden on an already troubled, hurting, and disatisfied spirit.

 the void inside of me which begs for something beyond this miserable world to fill it joins in the feast to eat away at my hollow being with the pain of my solitary, tormented, and physically torturous existence.

as a deer longs for a stream of cool water, so i long for you, o god.