Surgery+Roids=Ascension said:IntenseSuffering said:Coming to PSL changed literally nothing for me. I was redpilled on facial appearance by elementary school.
Bruh, you aren't getting the crux of my post. The PSL redpill completely immobilised me despite already knowing the significance of face. Surely your life pre PSL had hope and a relatively normal life, and then after PSL you rot and long for death like I do.
Pinhead said:Surgery+Roids=Ascension said:I often think about this and every time I side with taking the redpill. If I was bluepilled I wouldnt know how to conceal my major flaws (cover up shit hairline, chew/jut, permasquint etc), and come to the realisation I need surgery. Ive essentially been redpilled since 13 years old however, and been aware of my shitty face since 10 years old. I vividly remember obsessing and hating my freckles on my face and being pale more than I do now with my wrists .
Make no mistake, PSL completely destroyed my youth (17-22). Well, it was destroyed by not being good looking. The redpilling and subsequent depression was puahate and co's fault. I wonder how many humans spent those years genuinely redpilled about their face and as a result never once tried to get laid or have a social life. Although I did not have any social life between 14-17 either. I must be easily 1 in 50,000,000. Truly remarkable when you think about it. I spend my days analysing every minute facet of my appearence and then posting about it on here. Seeing cuck here at 14 is tragic imo; unless however he doesn't take the fundamental aphorisms here as seriously as I do. Fuck apex the normie though.
If I was bluepilled and delusional and NT, I may have got a couple of 3/10 chubby gfs at most. I'm not missing out on anything.
legit crying irl srs
Surgery+Roids=Ascension said:It's impossible to happy once you fully appreciate the implications of not being goodlooking.
Surgery+Roids=Ascension said:Legit, if you are sub 6.5 and not clinically depressed and wanting to die you aren't 100% redpilled. It's impossible to happy once you fully appreciate the implications of not being goodlooking.IntenseSuffering said:No I understand what you're saying.
I think this site has different effects on people. I actually feel less alone here; it's nice knowing that other people are as face-obsessed as I am.
But obviously I can see how toxic this site can be to your mental health and life. Once you grasp a higher understanding of aesthetics and whats objectively wrong with your face in comparison to others you're going to feel absolutely worthless.
Flare said:I regret ever finding redpill. I've come to think that it's ultimately pointless to be RP'd. If you are born a Chad then you are going to enjoy the benefits of looking good and being NT regardless of being bluepill or redpill. If you are subhuman then you are only going to be more miserable and depressed since you fully understand the reality of having shit looks and all your coping mechanisms and delusion are ripped away. People try to rationalize about how getting redpilled opened their eyes to looksmaxing, but that's a fucking scam too. There are very few if any cases of someone going from subhuman to Chad, even from a surgery. So maybe after a few years you looksmax from a 4 to a 5, but it doesn't change shit and you will never be 7+ or get to have that life, no matter what you try to do.
There are too many people out there with subhuman looks that seem to be happy. Getting redpilled as a sub 7-8 is the worst thing you can do for your mental/emotional health. It's much better to be oblivious to this shit and try to live your life. Most people have decent coping mechanisms that will allow them to believe that they are above average in many ways. I'm convinced that this is a necessary part of survival for humans in terms of socializing and finding mates.
IntenseSuffering said:Well I simply don't understand how anyone could be bluepilled/oblivious to the impact that your face has on your entire life.
Were you unaware of the life or death importance of face? Or did you come here and realize that? Genuine question