I'm accepting that noone will ever love me

[Jawline]

I'm 5/10 low T, 5'10 twink. I'm 22. I have never been in a relationship. 
I think its over for me. I'm slowly getting over it. I think I can live without love. 

I'm not really sad about it. It's just a new feeling. I REALLY realised that noone will fall in love with me. Is it that bad? I don't know. I lived 22 years without it and I'm still here 
Hope has 2 sides. One gives you the vision of good things, which makes you feel better and the other creates a desire. I'm getting rid of both of them. 

Now I only care about my LMS, but not in the context of getting laid etc. I'm not a total subhuman, so i think life is not over for me. Just the romantic part of life. I believe that after orbital rims and nose tip surgeries i can reach a level of 6.5/10, which is fullhuman IMO. 
After that surgeries and gymcelling i will also visit an escort, because i dont want to die as a virgin.

 

[furio]

Why not just visit the escort now and realize that sex is totally overrated and basically sucks?

Much better fapping dude.

 

[Ascended]

You're only 22. Stop caring about being loved. I'm sure you could find some 4/10 chink hambeast who will love you unconditionally for the rest of your life if you really wanted to... 

But fuck that. Start actually living --

Looksmax. Leave your house. Get on steroids. Fuck escorts daily. Start doing hard drugs on the weekends. Buy a Ninja H2. Go to music festivals. Get in fights. Get arrested. Do anything and everything; no regrets.

Then, when you're 30 and have done more that 95% of the population will do in 80+ years of their shitty boring lives, take LD50 of cocaine and set yourself free boyo. Now you've ascended:


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[Inadequate Penis]

How can someone love you if you don't love yourself?

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