I went out with a friend first time in like a year

[Anakind]

I got into contact with an old friend of mine again. I went to university with him and he was a legit slayer back then. Only 5'9" in height but robust frame and skull, good-looking face, strong brow ridge and glabella, symmetric face. But now that he's like 37 years old he became very red pilled about life as well. Young girls are out of the question for him now.

We went for dinner and for a drink after that. Had a lot to talk about. A lot of small talk of course but he's very intelligent so we also talked about deeper stuff. It was good to have someone who understands the deeper meaning of things even if he might see it from a different perspective.

I honestly told him that I got an Asperger diagnosis years ago (he didn't know before) and he said he always knew that I had autistic tendencies but there's nothing to be ashamed about.      You see guys? NT people know instantly when there's something wrong in the head with an Asperger.    :lol:

I also told him that I got more and more obsessed with analyzing myself over the years. I admitted that I lost interest in dating and socializing b/c the combination of my autistic tendencies and my small frame and skull made these endeavors a sucker's game for me. He didn't try to blue pill me about "confidence" nonsense as I think aging gave him his own red pill.

I let him know that I get my release and my dopamine highs from fucking escorts and going on creampie gangbangs and I openly said that I even fucked a couple tranny escorts. I even offered him to go to a creampie gangbang as well.    :lol:

Now I'm tired as fuck after a few hours socializing. It's too much for my autistic brain.   

Now you have me back, guys.       


@"Pinhead" @"BlueBalls" @"ThePolygamist" @"RealRob" @"MENTAL_CEL" @"Invisible" @"paulus" @"Sacrificial Lamb" @"Jawanomics" @"GeneticDeadEnd"

 

[Lance_Armweak]

Everyone on this forum is ascending. I feel left behind

 

[Pathologically Lonesome]

lol'd tbh

 

[Anakind]

Everyone on this forum is ascending. I feel left behind

There was no ascension there. Just a get together with an old friend. I saw in the way people have fun in the city that I've never been a real part of humanity so I didn't miss anything the last years. I live in my own world.

 

[RealRob]

You feel refreshed after a meeting like this no?

 

[Anakind]

You feel refreshed after a meeting like this no?

Extremely tired but also better. Everybody needs some social contact even autistic outcasts. It's just that we're extremely bad at this. But a night out like this was extremely healthy for my mental sanity.

 

[RealRob]

Yeah, I feel very energized and mentally "healthy" after some socialisation with a friend or group of friends. Some times I go weeks without talking with no body my own age group, tehn I forget how you are "supposed" to feel lol

 

[Anakind]

Yeah, I feel very energized and mentally "healthy" after some socialisation with a friend or group of friends. Some times I go weeks without talking with no body my own age group, tehn I forget how you are "supposed" to feel lol

Do you get symptoms of depression during those periods even while on steroids?

 

[FuckThis]

what a rotfrauder I swear this site is shit

 

[IceCutter]

well done OP

aspie guys NEED to push themselves, push themselves out of their basements, push themselves to try to form and make and maintain friendships

kudos Anakind, never thought I'd say that

 

[Face only a Mother could Love]

lol @ telling him you visit creampie gangbangs

 

[Anakind]

well done OP

aspie guys NEED to push themselves, push themselves out of their basements, push themselves to try to form and make and maintain friendships

kudos Anakind, never thought I'd say that

 

[Anakind]

lol @ telling him you visit creampie gangbangs

You missed the next part that I also mentioned that I fucked a couple trannies.    :lol:

 

[FuckThis]

what a rotfrauder I swear this site is shit

lol even if not on trt anymore youre still a drama queen, u blame him for meeting a friend but you still go out to clubs and have ons aswell

it is cause he talks about suicide and rotting and now suddenly he is alpha social butterfly with friends and going out

 

[BlueBalls]

Sounds nice, I also re-connected with some old friends last month at my sisters graduation party. We didn't have the kind of mature and vulnerable conversation it sounds like you had but it was still really good to hang out for a bit.

Now you do it again and you should slowly start to feel better and better.

 

[Anakind]

it is cause he talks about suicide and rotting and now suddenly he is alpha social butterfly with friends and going out

B/c I met with one old friend for dinner.    :lol: :lol: :lol:

 

[ThePolygamist]

it must be nice meeting a red pill person
i dont think i have met one in my entire life
although one of my slayer mates actually told me once 'lower your inhibitions!' :lol:
slayers know whats up

 

[RealRob]

Everyne who goes out a rotfrauder now?

 

[Severe Aspie]

I got into contact with an old friend of mine again. I went to university with him and he was a legit slayer back then. Only 5'9" in height but robust frame and skull, good-looking face, strong brow ridge and glabella, symmetric face. But now that he's like 37 years old he became very red pilled about life as well. Young girls are out of the question for him now.

We went for dinner and for a drink after that. Had a lot to talk about. A lot of small talk of course but he's very intelligent so we also talked about deeper stuff. It was good to have someone who understands the deeper meaning of things even if he might see it from a different perspective.

I honestly told him that I got an Asperger diagnosis years ago (he didn't know before) and he said he always knew that I had autistic tendencies but there's nothing to be ashamed about.      You see guys? NT people know instantly when there's something wrong in the head with an Asperger.    :lol:

I also told him that I got more and more obsessed with analyzing myself over the years. I admitted that I lost interest in dating and socializing b/c the combination of my autistic tendencies and my small frame and skull made these endeavors a sucker's game for me. He didn't try to blue pill me about "confidence" nonsense as I think aging gave him his own red pill.

I let him know that I get my release and my dopamine highs from fucking escorts and going on creampie gangbangs and I openly said that I even fucked a couple tranny escorts. I even offered him to go to a creampie gangbang as well.    :lol:

Now I'm tired as fuck after a few hours socializing. It's too much for my autistic brain.   

Now you have me back, guys.       


@"Pinhead" @"BlueBalls" @"ThePolygamist" @"RealRob" @"MENTAL_CEL" @"Invisible" @"paulus" @"Sacrificial Lamb" @"Jawanomics" @"GeneticDeadEnd"

Retard.You shouldnt have told him about creampie gangbangs with trannies let alone offer him to do one One friend less.

 

[Herald]

I also told him that I got more and more obsessed with analyzing myself over the years. I admitted that I lost interest in dating and socializing b/c the combination of my autistic tendencies and my small frame and skull made these endeavors a sucker's game for me. He didn't try to blue pill me about "confidence" nonsense as I think aging gave him his own red pill.

I let him know that I get my release and my dopamine highs from fucking escorts and going on creampie gangbangs and I openly said that I even fucked a couple tranny escorts. I even offered him to go to a creampie gangbang as well.    :lol:

Now I'm tired as fuck after a few hours socializing. It's too much for my autistic brain.   

Even if your tastes/behavior is undeniably erratic, at least having someone who can understand your point of view and weigh in with their own experiences is refreshing. Its great that you could open up about that with an old friend that was redpill and wasn't part of zombielalaland. 

(and just LOL at the gangbangs, I thought that was a one time thing, not part of the "menu"  :lol. 

Also, did you talk about freedom in old age? Most men live "happy" lives but its mostly cope as their health deteriorates and their leisure time wanes. Not to mention the non-existent sex lives of most married provider men, and the lack of energy to teach and play/raise their kids. 

Any thoughts on that? Did your friend mention any of this?

(clap gifs inserted for this post, grats OP).