My looks is something that I know I am good in. I have looked at a 1,000 mirrors in every angle imagineable. I have measured my face, my nose - width ratio etc... I have studied what makes people attractive.
Yeah, horrible. Totally. It's better in my new gym where it's all fat old people so at least by comparison I don't look quite so subhuman. At the university gym it was literally driving me to suicidality. I had to quit.