thread titled: Unsure About First Time
I am 28 years old and have never been with a man. I've only started thinking about experimenting over the past few years after discovering gay sex stories online. I recently have been corresponding with two guys I found on craigslist that want to give me my first time. They are both very attractive and I am very turned on by the idea of having sex with them, but I'm worried I'll have second thoughts or regret it afterwards. Although I fantasize about sex with men, I never find myself attracted to a man in real life and gay porn doesn't really do much for me. I'm worried that if I meet up with these guys, or any other guy for that matter, my arousal will evaporate when faced with the reality of actual sex, and if I have sex with them, I'll regret it afterwards. Has anyone dealt with being turned on by the idea of sex with other guys, but not so much by the reality of it?