- Nov 25, 2016
I can't sleep until about 7 or 8 in the morning now since x-mas weekend, and I only sleep for about 4 hours or less at a time. When I'm in bed at night, I have a racing heart and it feels like it's gonna jump out of my chest sometimes. And thanks to my stupid probation, I can't cope with marijuana to help me sleep and become more NT so I'm not obsessive over her. I can't even drink. Weed used to DESTROY these feelings for girls before they turned into obsessions. This oneitis over a WASP will likely be the most destructive one ever, and the last one for my life.