About a year, mostly because of being Extremely Sick with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, which is basically AIDS, about 4 years if you count my Extreme Depression and only Very Superficial Human Contact, no real Friends or relationships.
Looking for answers I just came to this realization today, I have basiocally isolated myself from ALL my childhood friends for the last 6 years because I thought it was what I wanted, but I realize I have just become a miserable cynical asshole.
I actually want to have friends again and be somewhat NT and a social person.
I think I am just going to call some of my old friends out of the blue and just ask to go for a drink or something, try to get a few together at a time, not 1 on 1. Might be a good time.