Constant rejection from women has literally made me insane

[GetLooksorDieTryin]

I spend all day taking selfies of myself then comparing myself to elite male models then become depressed because I don´t look like them. Then I think of what surgeries to get and become even more depressed when I still don´t look like a model.

I spend literally every minute of the day thinking about my looks/how much I hate women and society/suicidal thoughts.

Rejection/abuse from women also gave me an eating disorder. I eat the same specific foods every single day and never eat food that I actually enjoy.

I also lost my job/ a promising career because I couldn´t find motivation to work anymore for a society that treats me like garbage.

Anybody else in this hell?

 

[gaycel_l]

you can do i t

 

[Wellthatsucks]

Wtf I thought you said ascended and get IOIs

 

[GetLooksorDieTryin]

Wtf I thought you said ascended and get IOIs

I´m better looking, yes, but I don´t have elite male model looks. My brain also won´t allow me to feel good about myself, the belief that I´m ugly and have no value has been reenforced by other people/women for 20+ years. Also knowing what women and people in general are really like has completely turned me off from interacting with them. At this point the only emotioins I associate with people and women is pain/humiliation and abuse.


IOIs mean literally nothing btw.

 

[redpill_overdose]

You never ascended and never will.

 

[TrevorSeñorino]

I spend all day taking selfies of myself then comparing myself to elite male models then become depressed because I don´t look like them. Then I think of what surgeries to get and become even more depressed when I still don´t look like a model.

I spend literally every minute of the day thinking about my looks/how much I hate women and society/suicidal thoughts.

Rejection/abuse from women also gave me an eating disorder. I eat the same specific foods every single day and never eat food that I actually enjoy.

I also lost my job/ a promising career because I couldn´t find motivation to work anymore for a society that treats me like garbage.

Anybody else in this hell?

this is more or less why i will quit my STEM degree. i dont want to kill my neurons anymore while being incel kills my emotions tbh

im weak

expand on that. what was the job and how did you lose it, man