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Can't love my former oneitis

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I got my former oneitis

I grew up with her , always been attracted to her , she was attracted to me too and even grabbed my hands a couple of times but I was too autistic to act on it

Recently I grew some balls and asked her out.(thanks to Rodger Rabbit :)  )


I wouldn't do it again, I'm too depressed to be loved or love,her affection doesn't mean shit.
When she is hugging me or giving me a kiss I don't feel anything , I ll probably have to stop seeing her.

I checked my hormones and they are okay but I have no libido anyway, what the fuck is wrong.

Could reading all this negative shit about hypergamy and evil female nature make me asexual ?
 

Stitches

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The problem begins and ends with you
 
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Stitches said:


The problem begins and ends with you
Yes ,it's obvious.

A year ago I would be happy as fuck to be myself now ( I lost 30 kgs of fat , got ripped , got a good job, got a oneitis)
But still I can't feel shit, depressed as always
 

Stitches

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Yeah consider going to a professional or talking it out with a close friend

You definitely should get a proper diagnosis as I'm almost certain your depressed.
 

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imo watching females do all this shit in porn fucked you up, but idk, i think that i was cucked at 17 when i was mad in love, but she denied and got mad for even thinking that, but whatever i really dont know what to say to you, cause if i did i would help myself
 

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liftTillSomebodyLovesYou said:
I got my former oneitis

I grew up with her , always been attracted to her , she was attracted to me too and even grabbed my hands a couple of times but I was too autistic to act on it

Recently I grew some balls and asked her out.(thanks to Rodger Rabbit :)  )


I wouldn't do it again, I'm too depressed to be loved or love,her affection doesn't mean shit.
When she is hugging me or giving me a kiss I don't feel anything , I ll probably have to stop seeing her.

I checked my hormones and they are okay but I have no libido anyway, what the fuck is wrong.

Could reading all this negative shit about hypergamy and evil female nature make me asexual ?

reading this kills me.
I never had anything like that with my oneitises
 
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