I'm a 7, she's a 6-6.5 to me. Would be rated 7 by some here, for sure. I did not beta provide, quite the opposite. She took care of me, so well, financially and in other ways. She never abused me verbally, I abused her and made her feel like shit. Not on purpose, I just took her for granted because she was so good to me and it made me walk all over her. It lasted for years but I was cheating on her over and over and finally we agreed mutually to end it.