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Age pill is the most depressing thing in the world

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Seriously, what the fuck? What the fucking shit is this? I'm turning 20 next month and feel fcking ancient. I had an average time as a frehamn in my dorm last year, went to a few parties, even though I got no action and was eventually excluded by my dorm. But I look back on that time now and feel nostalgia. Sure I was socailly clueless, but I still fitted in better than any 25 year old would. Why- because I was 18 like everyone else in the dorm. I am staying in a frehman dorm next year, after roiding up and looksmaxing. I hope to smash some girls, but the main thing I desire is just to feel 18 again. I am even contrmplating running peter pan game and pretending to be 18, just to fit in even better. I can't sleep some nights I am so full of wory about socially failing this second time around. There will be zero secone chances, zero redemption if I fail. My last ditch shot at having a college experience will be over.

Once I am 22-23. my chance at hanging out with the freshaman/young college crowd will be gone. Literally fucking gone forever. It dosen't matter if I become a billionare. I will NEVER have the same oppourtunities as an 18yr old freshman, simply becaue they were born 1999-2001, wheras I was born in 1995. It is fucking comical. Your short window of time for carefreeness and youthful fun is so fucking short. Once 24-25+, society EXPECTS you to "man up", marry some bitter dried up carosuel rider and provide for her. The slayers have had their fun, your chance is long over. Only oblivion awaits.
 
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sephon said:
i dunno about you but my time as a 17 year old is so far NO different to my time as a 19 year old... except I have no work to do. I don't get the whole "youth" thing tbh

At 19 we still have time to change and salvage a fairly good youth though. Just takes low inhibiton and peter pan game. I guess what pisses me off is how much more exponentially difficult this becomes with each passing year. I am already worried about being escluded in my freshamn dorm next year based in my age  being 2 yeard older than average there. I think the age pill is ESPECIALLY brutal for incels, becasue each passing year of life is another year of failing and not progressoing socially.
 
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So legit. As much as I try, I still can't quite comprehend the depressingness of aging. It boggles my mind how fucked up it is. Legit idea to run Peter Pan game, it I the best shot any of us have. But honestly, how the fuck can anyone not be suicidally depressed about getting older? I legit feel like killing myself each birthday I have. The most depressing thing is how quickly it all slips away. High school is done in a flash, college is over in a blink, and then there is nothing but used up old hags, taxes, bills, and then the sweet relief of death.
 
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iNeedHair said:
20 is the tipping point, once you're 23+ it's truly over.

I gave up when I was 24. In retrospect I wish I had just leapt off Beachy Head there and then.
 

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Norwood Cemetery said:
iNeedHair said:
20 is the tipping point, once you're 23+ it's truly over.

I gave up when I was 24. In retrospect I wish I had just leapt off Beachy Head there and then.

LOL dem regrets. :suicide:
 

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Maximus said:
What is peter pan game?

I remember turning 19 and I legit felt so much fucking depressed than before with a day difference. I haven't been the same since. And I feel even worse knowing 20 is right around the corner I hope I die soon.

LOL please donate your hair to Rooftop Snipers Hair Foundation™.
 

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Maximus said:
What is peter pan game?

I remember turning 19 and I legit felt so much fucking depressed than before with a day difference. I haven't been the same since. And I feel even worse knowing 20 is right around the corner I hope I die soon.

[font=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]Penetrate young social circles with boyish looks to slay jailbaits. Lifestyle is dedicated to anti ageing. It seems legit. Hollywood celebrities do it.[/font]
 
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One of my best friends at uni was 23 when we were 18, and he got accepted by everyone no problem, and got a gf very quickly.

When older people in dorms don't fit in, it's because they don't socialise (usually because they already have friends and so don't need to try to make new ones).

I also played on a uni sports team where there were a whole bunch of older WASPs (23-28) who did great with younger girls.
 
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JustLolAtYourMaxilla said:
Chris Hemsworth said:
running peter pan game

What the fuck has this community become?

Fuck you cunt. Fuck I'm sick of bitter neckbeards tearing each other down. Yeah it will probably fail, but I would rather try than sit here shitposting.
 

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just lol at people who are under 25 and post here instead of maxing out their life while they still can, absolutely fucking lol
 
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heilsa said:

Just lol at dramacels who use dramatic but fairly non lethal suicide methods for their attention whoring "suicide attempts". I take a lethal dose of oral opiates, then will use a shotgun to the head while driving my car off a cliff.
 

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Dude I have tried to tell you before but you don't seem to want to listen. I'll try again. The difference between 20 and 18 is fucking nothing lol.

Like the other poster said, I've met guys who are nearing 30 and they have no problems with women at uni.

Your problems are LITERALLY ALL in your head.

I don't think you are really being yourself. You seem to have serious psychological problems (and it's not that you're old lol). You should try and take a step back and look at your life objectively.
 

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Maximus said:
White God said:
Dude I have tried to tell you before but you don't seem to want to listen. I'll try again. The difference between 20 and 18 is fucking nothing lol.

Like the other poster said, I've met guys who are nearing 30 and they have no problems with women at uni.

Your problems are LITERALLY ALL in your head.

I don't think you are really being yourself. You seem to have serious psychological problems (and it's not that you're old lol). You should try and take a step back and look at your life objectively.


you have missed out on teenage love
you'll never be 15 and in love
lying on the grass on a warm summer night, watching the stars, carelessly chatting
not worrying about rent, bills, student loans
only worry in life is how you're gonna cheat on that history test on monday
you'll never take a young, tight, hot-bodied girls virginity, pulling out to cum all over her back and have her look in your eyes and say "I love you"
you'll never have a girl around every day after school, pretend to be doing homework together, but instead just **** like rabbits
you're in your 20's now
gotta get a good job
gotta be a serious man now
all the good ones are taken
maybe a nice girl will eventually settle with you
they have already felt all those new exciting feelings before, and are usually jaded and bitter
you missed what it feels like to have not a care in the world other than making your girl happy
you have missed out on teenage love

Sneaking out at night to lie with your virgin gf under the stars. Penetrating her for the first time. Seeing her face in the crowd at your HS football game. Having a huge group of jock friends. You never experienced any of that. It's over. You lost at life. Time to man up and become a provider. Time to downsize and save for retirement. Time to Gillete shave your face and become a mister. Time to acknowledge that you were always destined for mediocrity. Welcome to hell. Welcome to life.

I did all of that stuff

Was GREAT!
 
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White God said:
Dude I have tried to tell you before but you don't seem to want to listen. I'll try again. The difference between 20 and 18 is fucking nothing lol.

Like the other poster said, I've met guys who are nearing 30 and they have no problems with women at uni.

Your problems are LITERALLY ALL in your head.

I don't think you are really being yourself. You seem to have serious psychological problems (and it's not that you're old lol). You should try and take a step back and look at your life objectively.

Listen buddy. I am probably one of the sanest on this site. I agree that 18/20 are the same basically, but I am very aware that I NEED to be accepted into a freshman dorm again if I am to suceed socially. I NEED to build a social circle that I will then take with me through my college years. That is why I dropped out and am Looksmaxing. But already my age is becoming a problem for this plan. There is a high likelihood that I will be turned down for entering all of my applied for halls, simply because 
I am older than most applicants.
 
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Maximus said:
White God said:
Dude I have tried to tell you before but you don't seem to want to listen. I'll try again. The difference between 20 and 18 is fucking nothing lol.

Like the other poster said, I've met guys who are nearing 30 and they have no problems with women at uni.

Your problems are LITERALLY ALL in your head.

I don't think you are really being yourself. You seem to have serious psychological problems (and it's not that you're old lol). You should try and take a step back and look at your life objectively.


you have missed out on teenage love
you'll never be 15 and in love
lying on the grass on a warm summer night, watching the stars, carelessly chatting
not worrying about rent, bills, student loans
only worry in life is how you're gonna cheat on that history test on monday
you'll never take a young, tight, hot-bodied girls virginity, pulling out to cum all over her back and have her look in your eyes and say "I love you"
you'll never have a girl around every day after school, pretend to be doing homework together, but instead just **** like rabbits
you're in your 20's now
gotta get a good job
gotta be a serious man now
all the good ones are taken
maybe a nice girl will eventually settle with you
they have already felt all those new exciting feelings before, and are usually jaded and bitter
you missed what it feels like to have not a care in the world other than making your girl happy
you have missed out on teenage love

Sneaking out at night to lie with your virgin gf under the stars. Penetrating her for the first time. Seeing her face in the crowd at your HS football game. Having a huge group of jock friends. You never experienced any of that. It's over. You lost at life. Time to man up and become a provider. Time to downsize and save for retirement. Time to Gillete shave your face and become a mister. Time to acknowledge that you were always destined for mediocrity. Welcome to hell. Welcome to life.

FrameCel wrote that last paragraph. Brings a tear to my eye every time I see it.
 

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I never understood the age pill.  It seems most people here including me have been fucked since the day we were born so why does it matter if you are 15 or 50.  As an oldcel I can tell you as far as woman goes nothing changes.  At the age of 35 I still repell woman like I did when i was 17.  But life outside of sex is better because I actually have a little money now to do stuff and distract myself from my inceldom.
 
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