should I sacrifice muscle for facial aesthetics? REDPILL ME

[Beastcoast94]

two summers ago I was in my prime. I had multiple girls interested in me, I drew looks and IOIs in many public places. I was even approached several times and heard whispered comments. I was 6'5" 210ish pounds maybe 13% bodyfat. Big delts and juicy legs (girls loved my legs) but I was really skinny overall despite being a gymcel. My hair was good, face lean, skin glowing, blue eyes haloing, etc...

about a year ago I let insecurities get the best of me because I thought I was far too skinny to be attractive. I went full roidcel mode. Didn't achieve the adonis bod but I put on 25 pounds of muscle. Now I'm 235 pounds 13% bodyfat but my face is ruined. I am holding water like a motherfucker. Jawline/cheeks are bloated to shit because of small facial features + test. Hairline has receded a bit. Skin looks old and tattered, like I lost my youthful glow. Bags under eyes always idk why.

and guess what? I have not received a single IOI since embarking on this madness. And my body dysmorphia has only gotten worse. 

I have become depressed as shit because my face is ruined and I still don't have the body I want, or anything close b/c of delusional internet standards. I still feel small ffs.

I hate looking like this though. Should I just ditch the roids and try to revive my old face? I can lose the bloat and revive my hairline with RU58841 a bit. Maybe a touch of HGH or something for the skin. 

I'll be skinny as fuck again but I'll probably end up with 10-15 pounds more muscle than I had last time which can only be a plus.

[asiancel]

give me your source for pharma test and roids.

[Beastcoast94]

give me your source for pharma test and roids.

nobody uses pharma test. Raws are so cheap it's not worth faking. UGL is overdosed anyways

you fucked up.

i you ditch roids now your hormones will go to shit

no. I will just cruise for life at 125mg/test it will keep me at the higher end of natty levels


I am just afraid of getting small because I love mogging people in the gym and I can't imagine not being able to do that

[IHateAllWhitePeople]

no 8char

[Bull]

What do you even do with gymcel muscles?? Do you realize that a 190 lbs ATHLETE could run into you and fuck you up with his superior fibers?? THAT s what makes girls wet not bloated biceps. You fucked up if you really wanted to looksmax you had to improve your athleticism

[FramecelQuasimodo]

two summers ago I was in my prime. I had multiple girls interested in me, I drew looks and IOIs in many public places. I was even approached several times and heard whispered comments. I was 6'5" 210ish pounds maybe 13% bodyfat. Big delts and juicy legs (girls loved my legs) but I was really skinny overall despite being a gymcel. My hair was good, face lean, skin glowing, blue eyes haloing, etc...

about a year ago I let insecurities get the best of me because I thought I was far too skinny to be attractive. I went full roidcel mode. Didn't achieve the adonis bod but I put on 25 pounds of muscle. Now I'm 235 pounds 13% bodyfat but my face is ruined. I am holding water like a motherfucker. Jawline/cheeks are bloated to shit because of small facial features + test. Hairline has receded a bit. Skin looks old and tattered, like I lost my youthful glow. Bags under eyes always idk why.

and guess what? I have not received a single IOI since embarking on this madness. And my body dysmorphia has only gotten worse. 

I have become depressed as shit because my face is ruined and I still don't have the body I want, or anything close b/c of delusional internet standards. I still feel small ffs.

I hate looking like this though. Should I just ditch the roids and try to revive my old face? I can lose the bloat and revive my hairline with RU58841 a bit. Maybe a touch of HGH or something for the skin. 

I'll be skinny as fuck again but I'll probably end up with 10-15 pounds more muscle than I had last time which can only be a plus.

 
If all lookism members were forced into a meetup, it would have the biggest assortment of slayers and a mini pile of some of the biggest most disgusting abominations in the world, like me there.

[JawExpert]

no 

face> ALL

[Beastcoast94]

What do you even do with gymcel muscles?? Do you realize that a 190 lbs ATHLETE could run into you and fuck you up with his superior fibers?? THAT s what makes girls wet not bloated biceps. You fucked up if you really wanted to looksmax you had to improve your athleticism

hmm might be something to this. I'll think about it. For the record I had an olympic swim coach tell me my frame/torso is almost identical to Michael Phelps. Probably could have been a pro swimmer instead of a washed up roidcel

two summers ago I was in my prime. I had multiple girls interested in me, I drew looks and IOIs in many public places. I was even approached several times and heard whispered comments. I was 6'5" 210ish pounds maybe 13% bodyfat. Big delts and juicy legs (girls loved my legs) but I was really skinny overall despite being a gymcel. My hair was good, face lean, skin glowing, blue eyes haloing, etc...

about a year ago I let insecurities get the best of me because I thought I was far too skinny to be attractive. I went full roidcel mode. Didn't achieve the adonis bod but I put on 25 pounds of muscle. Now I'm 235 pounds 13% bodyfat but my face is ruined. I am holding water like a motherfucker. Jawline/cheeks are bloated to shit because of small facial features + test. Hairline has receded a bit. Skin looks old and tattered, like I lost my youthful glow. Bags under eyes always idk why.

and guess what? I have not received a single IOI since embarking on this madness. And my body dysmorphia has only gotten worse. 

I have become depressed as shit because my face is ruined and I still don't have the body I want, or anything close b/c of delusional internet standards. I still feel small ffs.

I hate looking like this though. Should I just ditch the roids and try to revive my old face? I can lose the bloat and revive my hairline with RU58841 a bit. Maybe a touch of HGH or something for the skin. 

I'll be skinny as fuck again but I'll probably end up with 10-15 pounds more muscle than I had last time which can only be a plus.

 
If all lookism members were forced into a meetup, it would have the biggest assortment of slayers and a mini pile of some of the biggest most disgusting abominations in the world, like me there.

I don't get what you're saying

[666]

[b]Beastcoast94[/b]

[Bull]

What do you even do with gymcel muscles?? Do you realize that a 190 lbs ATHLETE could run into you and fuck you up with his superior fibers?? THAT s what makes girls wet not bloated biceps. You fucked up if you really wanted to looksmax you had to improve your athleticism

hmm might be something to this. I'll think about it. For the record I had an olympic swim coach tell me my frame/torso is almost identical to Michael Phelps. Probably could have been a pro swimmer instead of a washed up roidcel

 
If all lookism members were forced into a meetup, it would have the biggest assortment of slayers and a mini pile of some of the biggest most disgusting abominations in the world, like me there.

I don't get what you're saying

Phelps torso isnt that big he just have a massive penaut skull. But anyway definetely you should drop all of that shit and start swimming to get an harmonic, agile and strong body and therefore get pussies wet. Gymcelling is for who cant do real sports, which doesnt seem your case considering your height

[FramecelQuasimodo]

What do you even do with gymcel muscles?? Do you realize that a 190 lbs ATHLETE could run into you and fuck you up with his superior fibers?? THAT s what makes girls wet not bloated biceps. You fucked up if you really wanted to looksmax you had to improve your athleticism

hmm might be something to this. I'll think about it. For the record I had an olympic swim coach tell me my frame/torso is almost identical to Michael Phelps. Probably could have been a pro swimmer instead of a washed up roidcel

 
If all lookism members were forced into a meetup, it would have the biggest assortment of slayers and a mini pile of some of the biggest most disgusting abominations in the world, like me there.

I don't get what you're saying

just laughing at the fact that everyone here is tall and attractive, when you would expect everyone here to be ugly as fuck.