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I was having hallucinations about God and the universe

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#1
11-27-2015, 12:43 AM
I did 200ug of acid (strongest dose I ever took)

I still can't comprehend it, I experienced ego death and was reborn
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#2
11-27-2015, 12:44 AM
it actually means u still belive in god.
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11-27-2015, 12:44 AM
generic af acid trip

did you have any lookism related epihanies
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11-27-2015, 12:46 AM
(11-27-2015, 12:44 AM)carl Wrote: generic af acid trip

did you have any lookism related epihanies

Not really but I used to back in the slut-hate days lol
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11-27-2015, 12:47 AM (This post was last modified: 11-27-2015, 12:48 AM by Hàkon.)
Detailed trip report ASAP.
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11-27-2015, 12:47 AM
(11-27-2015, 12:44 AM)carl Wrote: generic af acid trip

did you have any lookism related epihanies

I had one when I was high earlier. Height is everything.
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11-27-2015, 12:52 AM
(11-27-2015, 12:47 AM)lono Wrote:
(11-27-2015, 12:44 AM)carl Wrote: generic af acid trip

did you have any lookism related epihanies

I had one when I was high earlier. Height is everything.

i had one a few months ago. it was that i was a narcissist
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11-27-2015, 12:55 AM
(11-27-2015, 12:52 AM)carl Wrote:
(11-27-2015, 12:47 AM)lono Wrote: I had one when I was high earlier. Height is everything.

i had one a few months ago. it was that i was a narcissist

Yeah same 

It felt like my ego was being ripped out of me and I "saw" my true persona
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11-27-2015, 12:57 AM
(11-27-2015, 12:52 AM)carl Wrote:
(11-27-2015, 12:47 AM)lono Wrote: I had one when I was high earlier. Height is everything.

i had one a few months ago. it was that i was a narcissist

That's rough. I'd never want a clear view of my real personality.

What drug?
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11-27-2015, 12:59 AM (This post was last modified: 11-27-2015, 01:02 AM by carl.)
(11-27-2015, 12:57 AM)lono Wrote:
(11-27-2015, 12:52 AM)carl Wrote: i had one a few months ago. it was that i was a narcissist

That's rough. I'd never want a clear view of my real personality.

What drug?

low quality weed

(11-27-2015, 12:55 AM)Rolex Wrote:
(11-27-2015, 12:52 AM)carl Wrote: i had one a few months ago. it was that i was a narcissist

Yeah same 

It felt like my ego was being ripped out of me and I "saw" my true persona

its rougher when you're tripping with others. 

my roommate was NT I realize I do my best to hide what a narcissist I am and how my brain is ruined by lookstheory. 

I hadn't even discovered S/L
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11-27-2015, 06:20 AM
I had ego death on LSD, and also an experience where I looked into my ego, ego death in particular was a truly profound experience that took me several years to fully comprehend and verbalize eloquently. At first I just characterized it as merging with God, but now I see it more like my ego went to the furthest end of the discrete/continuous ego spectrum toward continuous, instead of feeling like I was inside of my body I felt like my body was inside of me, and that I was an eternal ocean that contained all of matter and space and time, and that when this ocean came into contact with my brain it became aware of itself in the form of me, but isolated from the knowledge and perception of the whole of conscious experience, like a single CPU core that runs multiple threads, I was simultaneously the thread and the core, but all of the threads were from the core, and in normal experience I was only aware of the self but not the universal foundation for it and the entire existence it is contained in.
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#12
11-27-2015, 07:50 AM
very nice you just proved after life nonexistant and that all saints were schizos

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#13
11-29-2015, 02:28 AM
I usually freak out when I hallucinate about the universe and shit

It's like your mind forces you to think about something you cant comprehend 

But that's probably cuz I try to fight it, when you trip on LSD you just have to accept it
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11-29-2015, 02:30 AM (This post was last modified: 11-29-2015, 02:32 AM by mrz.)
Yeah fighting ego death will lead to a bad time. Just realize that it is only your discrete ego that is dying by becoming eternally continuous, you are not dying. Sometimes it will let you decide though, but if it doesn't you cannot fight it.
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11-29-2015, 02:34 AM
(11-29-2015, 02:30 AM)mrz Wrote: Yeah fighting ego death will lead to a bad time. Just realize that it is only your discrete ego that is dying by becoming eternally continuous, you are not dying. Sometimes it will let you decide though, but if it doesn't you cannot fight it.

Legit

When I saw the real me I felt like I was going to lose my mind

This rarely happens but it was the biggest dose I've taken
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11-29-2015, 03:37 AM
Whenever I take psychedelics I become highly aware of the absurdity of everything - first time I took acid I fully perceived the frailty of society, second time I took it I became fully aware of the ageing process and my eventual death

I've also never viewed 'ego death' as a particularly beneficial experience because your ego will restore itself once the trip is over

Psychedelics are not for me, I don't understand how people just 'trip out' and avoid thinking about heavy philosophical problems
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11-29-2015, 03:42 AM
Ego death is useful for people with terminal diseases because in many people it removes the fear of death.
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11-29-2015, 03:46 AM
(11-29-2015, 03:45 AM)V.A. Wrote: if i ever come to meet up with u, can i do a bunch of drugs under ur supervision? (so i don't hurt myself or some shit). 

@Rolex

lol sure idc
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11-29-2015, 03:46 AM
(11-29-2015, 03:42 AM)mrz Wrote: Ego death is useful for people with terminal diseases because in many people it removes the fear of death.

I can see that

It definitely removed my fear of death, so much so that I apathetically tried to kill myself
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11-29-2015, 03:50 AM
(11-29-2015, 03:46 AM)lanklet Wrote:
(11-29-2015, 03:42 AM)mrz Wrote: Ego death is useful for people with terminal diseases because in many people it removes the fear of death.

I can see that

It definitely removed my fear of death, so much so that I apathetically tried to kill myself

LSD is illegal because religious people need people to be afraid of death to seek salvation, they cannot compete with a drug that removes the fear of death and gives you personal contact with God. LSD being illegal is a violation of the constitution of the USA which says that no law shall be made respecting one religion over another. LSD is God as far as I'm concerned.
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11-29-2015, 03:52 AM
(11-29-2015, 03:50 AM)mrz Wrote:
(11-29-2015, 03:46 AM)lanklet Wrote: I can see that

It definitely removed my fear of death, so much so that I apathetically tried to kill myself

LSD is illegal because religious people need people to be afraid of death to seek salvation, they cannot compete with a drug that removes the fear of death and gives you personal contact with God. LSD being illegal is a violation of the constitution of the USA which says that no law shall be made respecting one religion over another. LSD is God as far as I'm concerned.

I took lsd and had no ego death. Ive never had an ego death on any hallucinogen even when I do have an ego death I am only my ego. Mr Z u are fucked as hell. Fuck your life lol you need to suicide.
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11-29-2015, 03:53 AM
(11-29-2015, 03:50 AM)mrz Wrote:
(11-29-2015, 03:46 AM)lanklet Wrote: I can see that

It definitely removed my fear of death, so much so that I apathetically tried to kill myself

LSD is illegal because religious people need people to be afraid of death to seek salvation, they cannot compete with a drug that removes the fear of death and gives you personal contact with God. LSD being illegal is a violation of the constitution of the USA which says that no law shall be made respecting one religion over another. LSD is God as far as I'm concerned.

Legit as fuck, that's why it's a schedule 1 drug and the penalties are heavy if caught with it

It's powerful
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11-29-2015, 04:00 AM
(11-29-2015, 03:53 AM)Rolex Wrote:
(11-29-2015, 03:50 AM)mrz Wrote: LSD is illegal because religious people need people to be afraid of death to seek salvation, they cannot compete with a drug that removes the fear of death and gives you personal contact with God. LSD being illegal is a violation of the constitution of the USA which says that no law shall be made respecting one religion over another. LSD is God as far as I'm concerned.

Legit as fuck, that's why it's a schedule 1 drug and the penalties are heavy if caught with it

It's powerful

The religious police frown heavily on any God other than theirs being perceived.
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11-29-2015, 04:13 AM
(11-29-2015, 04:00 AM)mrz Wrote:
(11-29-2015, 03:53 AM)Rolex Wrote: Legit as fuck, that's why it's a schedule 1 drug and the penalties are heavy if caught with it

It's powerful

The religious police frown heavily on any God other than theirs being perceived.

legit
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11-29-2015, 04:23 AM (This post was last modified: 11-29-2015, 04:24 AM by SexGod.)
First time I ever got high I was by myself and all I could think about was that my looks needed work and how important looks were compared to the attention I payed to them. Also thought about how stupid sitting on the computer is at home and pointless rather than trying to make money/ get at chicks. 

This was before I found this site, but that experience was pretty horrifying because all the realizations hit you at once, and the anxiety is elevated so much.

What drug would be good to try next? LSD or mushrooms seem like they could really mess up your coping mechanisms if your not careful. How about ketamine?
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11-29-2015, 04:32 AM (This post was last modified: 11-29-2015, 04:33 AM by mrz.)
Ketamine and LSD are my two favorite drugs, ketamine is pretty love or hate for most people, LSD has never been bad for me and I've only heard of / known like two or three people having bad experience with it, it's really nothing like most people typically think, if you don't take enough to have a profound experience like Ego Death or something it's mostly just making everything high definition (Colors look brighter, space is more well defined, it feels like your eyes ability to focus increases to a larger area, you take in more motion simultaneously, things look more 3D, sounds sound more clean, like in music instead of instruments and everything blending together into a whole sound every one stands out a lot more) and you find things funny and laugh a lot, and feel mildly to moderately euphoric (but in a natural way, like natural happiness and joy, instead of the more chemical feeling MDMA euphoria), and have mild psychedelic patterning etc.

I would save higher doses for later, then you start to experience God and have ego death merge into the universe see portals into other dimensions dissociate into reliving memories in vivid detail have your senses mix together so it's like you see sound, dissociate into your visuospatial sketchpad to augment perception of reality with abstractions, feel like you have a dual core brain that can process two threads simultaneously (or hyperthreading), and other crazy shit.
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11-29-2015, 10:29 AM
this thread turned into slayerhood overload

I will drop acid too sometimes
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