08-06-2015, 08:23 PM
The only reason you are "a model," the only reason you are "special," or "Hapa," is because your mom for whatever reason demanded a white male impregnate her.
You then believed for a long time that you are some Hapa master race, but all you are is an upgraded Asian born to a woman who hated Asian men, and demanded white sperm. Your so called "looks" pale in comparison to white male looks.
In fact, since so many Asian women "prefer" white men, and so few white women prefer Asian men, the only thing you are is a representation of defeat. You are a defeated Asian male. That's all you are.
No amount of talent, so called "exotic looks," or belief that you are more intelligent or unique, is ever going to undo the indelible fact that Asian women vastly, vastly prefer white males over Asian men.