08-31-2015, 03:28 PM
Quote:TV gunman complained about his lack of sex and lamented how age had ended his 'glory days' as a $2,000-a-night prostitute in suicide letter
- Vester Lee Flanagan II wrote a suicide letter to close friend Robert Avent
- Avent received the letter in a package on Sunday - four days after Flanagan killed two former colleagues on live television
- In the letters, Flanagan talked about his side career as a male escort and wrote about his fear of aging
Flanagan also talked about his time as a male escort, claiming he was once paid hundreds of dollars an hour to sleep with men.
'I totally CANNOT score right now,' Flanagan wrote. 'And this is from a man who used to be paid hundreds an HOUR to sleep with men...one was a hot YOUNG guy in SF...he once asked, "Can I f*** you?" He offered to give me $1,000...I playfully said, "No." Well, he gave me 2k.'
In the stream-of-consciousness letters, Flanagan appears depressed at the loss of his good looks with age.
'I do NOT wanna get old ... HELL NO!!!' Flanagan wrote. 'Please keep working out player...when the heads stop turning, it's AWFUL!!!'
Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3216957/When-heads-stop-turning-s-AWFUL-TV-gunman-complained-lack-sex-lamented-glory-days-2-000-night-prostitute-suicide-letter.html#ixzz3kPHbVLE3
No matter your sexuality, being sub8 takes its toll on your mental health.