08-06-2015, 04:12 AM
Did you ever wonder why you NEVER fitted in, despite yor best efforts? I remember in my dorm last year, I legit TRIED to fit in. I did my best to socialize. Yet I was always subtly rejected. Given the cold shoulder. Not told about events that my dorm floor were going. Left out of group banter. Given one word responses to open ended questions. I wondered desperately why I failed so badly. I noticed that my social skills were perfectly accepted by low looks people, who welcomed me to their "ugly peoples club" cafateria table with open arms. In the words of robust sensei- "then I found puahate, it was like a brutal answer from god". I realized that my status as a beta faced framecel who looked 15 at 18 was my problem.